i look like crap in the last picture , just look at my dress okay. haha. 

do you believe in love at first sight?

because i do. i fell in love with this dress almost instantly. the shop was packed like crazy, literally piles of dresses stacked to the ceiling, racks packed like my closet, which if you ask me , is too packed and i have difficulty parting the clothes. sooooo. i was flipping through dresses, because my mum was dress hunting. BAM NAVY BLUE VERSION OF THAT. instantly fell in love. 

if you do not know the story of that dress, i am not going to bother to flip through my history to get that post because i post way too much and it will take about forever. since i'm bored and a little bit nervous about tomorrow's check up, i'll retell my story.

so i fell in love with that dress, and i went to try it on. unfortunately, it could not fit me. 

i mean come on, it was not too big, it was too small. really. i'm a US0, can a dress get smaller than that? and so that was the first piece of cloth that i could not fit into. no it was not a kids shop, it was a shop meant for adults. i was so pissed and sad at the same time, you cannot imagine. i was speed texting like 5 people ranting about how i can't fit into that dress. i swear.

in the end, we went back to the shop after much of my sulking and i swear it's fate okay, i swear. i tried the dress again, obviously did not fit, else i would be wearing navy blue, not rose pink, as i call it. but then i , for some reason, went to the rack near the entrance (there were so many racks and i swear you only had about enough space to walk, 4 people max can enter the shop) and i found a hanger with tada, the above dress in a few colours. the owner, who was solo, actually forgot she still had that because, as i said, she had about 1000000 dresses in her shop. 

it is the same design, just different material. and guess whattttttttt?

this material makes the dress a tad bit bigger. and that was all i needed since the previous dress was a little bit small for me. success.

my life is pretty interesting the way i see it. it's like things like that are like hints from the above to me. by the above i mean God. no i am not religious, i am a free thinker. i might sound crazy, but i sound crazy all the time, so i'll go ahead and think this is all fate while you think i'm insane. done.

it feels as though God was saying "that white one is nice and all but this is what you need to _________________." and i guess it worked its powers. but i can only be helped that much, seeing that i am hopeless to this stage. 

you'll only understand that paragraph if you know me and we're like good friends. 

okay back to the point. i can't pick which to wear, and to be honest the tube makes me insecure due to my lack of assets. yes i said it. and i might be carrying my niece because i love carrying babies so it's not a safe dress to wear. but if i don't wear it , then when right? when i get on a date, right.

hahahahahah i'm letting my imagination run wild again. date, seriously, never happening, forever alone, never getting the person i like x.

i'm starting to embrace messy slightly wavy hair rather than my straight hair. and sometimes it's a little bit too straight for my liking. i'll never be happy with life at the rate i'm going. sucha loser :(

i look like crap in the last picture , just look at my dress okay. haha. 

do you believe in love at first sight?

because i do. i fell in love with this dress almost instantly. the shop was packed like crazy, literally piles of dresses stacked to the ceiling, racks packed like my closet, which if you ask me , is too packed and i have difficulty parting the clothes. sooooo. i was flipping through dresses, because my mum was dress hunting. BAM NAVY BLUE VERSION OF THAT. instantly fell in love. 

if you do not know the story of that dress, i am not going to bother to flip through my history to get that post because i post way too much and it will take about forever. since i'm bored and a little bit nervous about tomorrow's check up, i'll retell my story.

so i fell in love with that dress, and i went to try it on. unfortunately, it could not fit me. 

i mean come on, it was not too big, it was too small. really. i'm a US0, can a dress get smaller than that? and so that was the first piece of cloth that i could not fit into. no it was not a kids shop, it was a shop meant for adults. i was so pissed and sad at the same time, you cannot imagine. i was speed texting like 5 people ranting about how i can't fit into that dress. i swear.

in the end, we went back to the shop after much of my sulking and i swear it's fate okay, i swear. i tried the dress again, obviously did not fit, else i would be wearing navy blue, not rose pink, as i call it. but then i , for some reason, went to the rack near the entrance (there were so many racks and i swear you only had about enough space to walk, 4 people max can enter the shop) and i found a hanger with tada, the above dress in a few colours. the owner, who was solo, actually forgot she still had that because, as i said, she had about 1000000 dresses in her shop. 

it is the same design, just different material. and guess whattttttttt?

this material makes the dress a tad bit bigger. and that was all i needed since the previous dress was a little bit small for me. success.

my life is pretty interesting the way i see it. it's like things like that are like hints from the above to me. by the above i mean God. no i am not religious, i am a free thinker. i might sound crazy, but i sound crazy all the time, so i'll go ahead and think this is all fate while you think i'm insane. done.

it feels as though God was saying "that white one is nice and all but this is what you need to _________________." and i guess it worked its powers. but i can only be helped that much, seeing that i am hopeless to this stage. 

you'll only understand that paragraph if you know me and we're like good friends. 

okay back to the point. i can't pick which to wear, and to be honest the tube makes me insecure due to my lack of assets. yes i said it. and i might be carrying my niece because i love carrying babies so it's not a safe dress to wear. but if i don't wear it , then when right? when i get on a date, right.

hahahahahah i'm letting my imagination run wild again. date, seriously, never happening, forever alone, never getting the person i like x.

i'm starting to embrace messy slightly wavy hair rather than my straight hair. and sometimes it's a little bit too straight for my liking. i'll never be happy with life at the rate i'm going. sucha loser :(